Saturday, January 31, 2015

Emotional Rollercoaster

Yesterday wasn't the best day. We were told that only 2 eggs made it to day 1 (out of 7). While it's wonderful that we still have 2, the thought of those 2 not making it creates fear and worry within me. I wish I was more like Josh. He's so strong and has so much faith that everything will work according to God's will. I do too...but I also doubt. I try not to, trust me...but it creeps in.

I want for those 2 eggs to make it so bad. But in the end, it all comes down to having complete faith in God that His will is best. Even if that means we can't have biological children.

So we wait. And hopefully we won't hear from our doctor until day 5 (which means that at least one of the embryos made it).


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